Did You Hear About Blo*dbath Epi 12
After a week, he told me, at first he even thought, the pain and anger inside of me, make me to do all the training, but after that he just realise I’m no going to change my mind, also he just saw in my eyes, that I will ready to take any kind of pain while training. So he just told me its time to expand the training, that means, he just want to see my full potential to unlock my skills.
At first I even think, he is going to take me to some gym
and made me to punch some sand bag or fight with other opponent. But instead he
made me to wakeup in 3.00 am and do some warmup, also I need to run a lot, he
didn’t say any count or time, I suppose to stop, until he say. At some point I
felt very tired. Even he come to me and try to say take some rest we do later.
But before he finish his words, I replied, I’m not tired, from my entire life,
I face the worst and people are made fun of me and insult me. Also just simply
looking at my appearance and my body strength, they think they all are superior
and they just hit me, tease me and beat me. So those all pain are not just in
my body, its in my head and when I think about it, my heart beat is raising and
it feels like its nothing to lose, its not my first opportunity, I take it as
my last opportunity. So once I decided to stop or accept my tiredness, than I
should accept my failure before success. So I told my coach, whatever happens
you don’t compromise your training, When I fall down unconscious that’s the
symptoms of my tiredness, so until that may be it look like I’m physical tired,
but I’m not tired mentally..
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