The Face In The Mirror Epi 14

So this all started on May 16th, they give me some injection and I felt unconscious, that’s the last thing I remember and when I wakeup, I didn’t see anything clearly, I see only blury images. The Doc told me for the past 13 hours, I just undergo around 15 surgeries and he ask me how did I felt, I’m very tired and weak. I take a nap and when suddenly I feel itching all over my body. But both my hands and legs are tied, the doc told, its all part of the process, I need to control myself, I got lot of stitches all over my body, since the painkiller effect are over, so now I need to face the upcoming symptoms. First I got itches and than I need to face the severe pain all over my body, while he speaking I got pain all over my body, suddenly he ask the nurse while he speaking, I got lot of bleeding all over the skin. They just cleaning, but it keep continuing, my body is shaking and they hold it tightly and they start injecting for every 5 minutes until the bleeding stop. After an hour, I slowly open my eyes and he told me am I ready for next round. I don’t have energy to say no. But he give me amnesia and than start the next surgery. It keep continuing.

Everyday I got severe pain, the pain and the bleeding I cant describe in words. Sometimes I decided to say stop the process, I cant hold this pain anymore, but my male ego say no. There are 10-15 doc are surrounded by me. And doing their work for every minute, they monitor my body condition and work day and night for my change my body condition. Not for them, what if they thing I failed. Its been two week, the doc came to me and he ask others to leave a room for a minute.. He told me, a month ago, he ask me to describe how much healthier and stronger I need my body and he give me some paper and pen and write everything I want, so it will help for his treatment, he will focus more on that and one of the treatment is phalloplasty..

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